today was the last day of my finals! whooo! i'm so happy that i'm finally home and out of skool. for the last two weeks that we were at skool i was exhaused. especially since friday. i was like lacking sleep for so long. and it's no better that i'm staying up when im at home. it's like 1:54am and i'm still online. that's pretty sad. ha! well.. i'm jst glad. i hope i get to see people this time around. :] anyhoooo, i finished watching Stranger than Fiction a while ago. I thought that movie was retarded in the beginning but that's just because I didn't finish it. .. oh how the plot thickens. muaha ha ha. it was a pretty kool movie. funny too.
hm, i missed hernane today, which sucked but hopefully his bitch ass will want to hang out.
im sick :[ not cracking bluuuuuhd
oh yeah! and i was straight up youtubing.. like always. check it out! YES! that is totally my name! whoooo. it was a raffle for AJ Rafael = awesome. When he needed some $$$ for tickets that he bought and messed up and needed to pay back his madre. It's something like that.. hahah but yeah he announced the winners. *Sigh* i didn't win, but during the shout out i saw my name. whooooooot! :] Awesome. Well i'mma go sleep. G'night!
maybe i'm getting mad offa nothing.. but it just pisses me off when there is individuals who are trying to help you and you don't want to take it. like you push away their help. and like it's retarded cuz then you're the one asking in the first place. we know you dont got shit for you to take care of yourself with.. and so we try and offer you some medicine so that your cold will go away, but no.. it's just hard to take isn't it? i mean.. man, if you knew you were gunna get sick or eventually get sick why don't you just go buy some medicine? like now i'm starting to sound like a bitch .. like what type of help are you giving to her roselle? ... and i'm not trying to be that way, i'm just saying if you wanna try and help get your sickness together you need to break down these barraers and just accept it. like with everything.. and idk if this is an OCD problem or what. but you trying to get all the insight in what type of medicine you are taking what is good with what, where should you rub vicks, i mean .. damn. like man when i was growing up i learned from my grandparents and my parents tricks and ways to help me get better because i would always get sick back then. every year here comes the flu and cold and cough. and it was horrible. i learned to take care of myself after the times where i was immobile and needed that extra help. it's just like what is going on when i see individuals who don't know how to take care of themselves. i mean.. a little sacrafice will help.
idk.. right now i'm coming off as a little bitch. but i'm not trying to seem that way. i'm just angry that individuals would grow up to be that way. and then.. when it comes to helping others you put that .. oh i still got my CNA (certified nurse assistant) card out.. and like flaunt that you know wussup when you dont even know how to take care of yourself.
i'm trying to be understanding about all of this but when dumb shit happens like this its hard for me to just think oh, it's cuz she's sick. bullshit. ugh. whatever.maybe it's just me thinking that this person is lazy and that she doesn't want to do things to help herself out. i've been around people who act lazy and show their lazyness.. i just don't like it.. it's just don't complain about things when you yourself aint doing anything.. ugh. man.. i need to stop cuz i'm being so mean right now. and i know this isn't how i should be acting.
it just makes me mad, and irritated.. i'm sorry.
"A lazy man sees difficulties everywhere but an honest man sees nothing but opprotunities." Proverbs 15:19
dead week.. it's just the first day of dead week, so i'm not feeling the stress it. maybe just from my sociology class. intense shits. my teacher is crazy! i swear.. and this reading that he gots us doing is not cracking. at least this time it's sorta, kinda, interesting. lol. well it's ok, i just got a couple more days here and then.. XMAS BREAK! whoot, a whole 3 weeks off of skool. i'm super excited, but i gotta control myself and stay mentally focused on my skool work cuz i usually procrastinate. for example: blogging. hahah! i should go answer my reading guide questions and finish reading the other chapter in this boooooook! ah, well..
tree lighting was tonight. i wish i could take a picture and post it. but i wasn't on the camera sales on black friday. shit happens, and always makes your day a downer. dumb shit! ha. but it's over, the past. i will get my camera doe, the one that i want. i'm seriously gunna get it. even though this is typical me blogging about what i'm going to get.. or wish to get and never get it. haha! hey man, i'm trying to be optomistic. ok ok, the camera i really want. is: hehe. yeeeuh, the one that has the video in it too! whoooo, nikon D90. i'm getting it.. hopefully! lol.
anyhhoooooo.
i've been around looking at different blog sites. like i saw some people i know have blogspot. and then lindsey has tumblr. and i was like hmm, maybe i should upgrade and move on from xanga. but then.. that never seems to fall through very well.. i think it's cuz i'm tired of trying to work with html codes and just fucking with all that technical high tech shit, and making layouts and shit. it's just hard for me to do that since i'm so dogged down with time. man, i remember in my middle skool and early high skool days i was all over that shit! i really would do that.. even though i was bad at it. haha! i really do wanna do something nice .. someday! but i'mma have to find my patience with it again. lol. i get angry and then quit. that's horrible.
well i should really get my work done cuz then it's getting late and i don't want to skip classes for this one class again. >.< horrible tambien, don't do what i do. but i'm not that bad as others. lol. as the youtube fiend that i am, i'll leave you with another vid, check it!
gabe is so cute here,. freakin. lol it's a cover from AJ Rafael << he's awesome!
omg, the praise and worship band that came up to our campus was hella bomb! man, that one dude was hella cute. :P. but when they started singing this song, it made me think of home, and church at home. :[ i love you god, you're awesome.
it's an old hymn called "Sing Hallelujah/ Alleluia" but i like hymns. :]
lol. well it's ok, i just got a couple more days here and then.. XMAS BREAK! whoot, a whole 3 weeks off of skool. i'm super excited, but i gotta control myself and stay mentally focused on my skool work cuz i usually procrastinate. for example: 
shit happens, and always makes your day a downer. dumb shit! ha. but it's over, the past. i will get my camera doe, the one that i want. i'm seriously gunna get it. even though this is typical me blogging about what i'm going to get.. or wish to get and never get it. haha! hey man, i'm trying to be optomistic. ok ok, the camera
i really want. is: hehe. yeeeuh, the one that has the video in it too! whoooo, nikon D90. i'm getting it.. hopefully! lol. 